I'm sorry

Dear baby-girl,

Mommy has been spending the last days stressing out because we need to find you an affordable place where you can be looked out for, while mommy comes to work.

I've cried a lot and my sleeping and eating hasn't been the best. I know you can feel mommy's sadness so I'm very, very sorry.

But it's hard to listen to the people we cared for, not caring about us. And worse, not caring about you.

I feel like I failed somehow already. Since we can't afford certain things, which makes me feel guilty.
But this doesn't make me, or daddy, love you less. Or want you less.
You are very very loved already.
So, I'm sorry for not being able to protect you from my stressing out.

Love,

Mommy